13 June 2010

warming up our vuvuzelas...

did you watch the US-UK match last night?!

please tell me you saw this:





so exciting, no?! i tell you. we watched the match yesterday in the company of loads of friends for an all-day barbecue at toni's place... an insane number of wursts were roasted and a veritable MOUNTAIN of chocolate chip cookies i made were devoured. (a key german word i learned yesterday is lekker :) i'm converting germans to this perfect american food one by one!)

3 days and counting till toni and i leave for zambia. our very own match in cape town is in 16 days. HEAVENS! how quickly it all went!

WM 2010!!! HUZZAH!!!!!

(btw as i write this i'm watching the germany-australia match. 4 goals for germany and counting. OMG. the city is going CRAZY. LOVE.IT.)

07 June 2010

news from the front.

mom and dad were here this past weekend!*

lots of yummy food consumed. g. buchenwald traditional german cakes, laugencroissants, excellent japanese, flammenkuchen, and even my very own ritter-sport creation! yes my favorite chocolate company of all time opened up a SCHOKOWELT in the centre of berlin where you can have desserts made from the chocolate bars, and then make your very own with your very own mix-ins. glorious i say. glorious.

jonsi was went to, and dude. whoa whoa dang. on par with when i saw all of sigur ros together years ago. my goodness there is something about those icelandics and the music they create and the way it overwhelms me (in a good way)! incredibly moving. oh! so beautiful. if you have any chance to see him - go i say! go!

and now i'm in the unenviable position of waiting on TENTERHOOKS for my passport to return to me in time for my departure for southern africa: as of this morning it is in the clutches of the indian embassy on wichmannstraße, wherein they are (hopefully) granting me a visa that apparently takes 5-7 days to process. i must have it in hand to leave for zambia in 9 days. 7 working days exactly. heavens!

right! yes! i'm going to india as well (i know, really!**): you see this ashoka fellowship deal-y also includes a trip to new delhi at the end of august for a global summit on maternal health. YES i know that puts me in a SUPER ENVIABLE position, and let it be known that i am STOKED. just not stoked that i have to wait anxiously while they decide to grant me a visa before i have to fly to lusaka. you see? stoked/not stoked simultaneously. LOVE IT.


*(forgive me for not taking pictures of the 'rents visit to post. my camera is heavy. it's my only defense.)
**(i am counting my blessings daily, hourly, minute-ly. life has not always been so lover-ly, but i am truly reveling in the lover-liness of these days!)

02 June 2010

you'll never guess....


i'm moving to brazil.

yes, in all seriousness - i am moving to sao paulo, brazil as of september. to work here - a rehabilitation centre for young and impoverished chemically-dependent mothers. for reals. yes. or sim rather. no more ja, i'm now back to sim and my head is quite literally spinning at it all! curious how such an event came to pass? well you see, it all happened a little something like this:

my ole' friend martin sent me a link to a contest, run by the ashoka foundation: "healthy mothers, strong world." the contest called for submissions of individuals aged 18 - 35 on the next "knock-out idea" for improving the ghastly figures of maternal morbidity/mortality around the world. ashoka would then choose the best 16, dub them "young champions of maternal health" (i know) and give them a 9-month fellowship to work on their idea under a mentor somewhere on this-here-globe.

i ignored it at first. for weeks. and then, one lowly morning on the walk from grand central station to my UNICEF office (oh that feels like ages ago), i was struck with an idea based on my experiences with les fistuleuses at the national hospital in niger. i was crossing 2nd avenue at the time, and after sitting down at my desk, spent approximately 8.2 minutes writing up my entry.

once more, i forgot about it.

until, weeks later, i get a notice that i'm a finalist. and then 2 interviews happen. and then i get the news that i won. but that they want to send me to brazil. (not africa as i had assumed they would) i was completely thrown - toni was completely thrown. mom and dad were completely thrown. i cried a great deal. and then did a lot of research on the organization, and pondered, and prayed, and all those such things. then just today i had a [somewhat intimidating] conversation [in portuguese - eek!] with raquel de silva barros, the woman i would work for, about what i would be doing whilst there in sao paolo.

and so! with toni's stalwart encouragement and promise to move to sao paolo in january (once his job contract is up in berlin) to be with me, i have said yes. OH MY GOODNESS i have said yes. so many feelings - let me rattle them all off in stream of consciousness fashion....


omg i really really have to get good at portuguese. FAST.... ah! so sad to leave berlin after what seems like such a short time... i really do love this city... I GET TO LIVE MY DREAM! work in maternal health! for an amazing, intelligent brazilian woman whose organization and cause and ideas i truly believe in - I GET TO DO A JOB THAT ACTUALLY FULFILLS ME on a daily basis... oh heavens i really really need to re-learn portuguese... i don't want to forget all this german i've just learned!... oh toni, 4 months long distance again, but then you heroically promise to come to brazil with me, despite not knowing a lick of portuguese, and leaving behind a wonderful, comfortable life in your home, lovely berlin, with friends and family all in arms reach... OH HEAVENS WE'RE MOVING TO BRAZIL.


and there you have it. i am moving to brazil. toni is coming with me. life is insane, and just when you think things settle, you are asked once again to move across the atlantic, to your third country in one year. OH MY GOODNESS.


25 May 2010

oh my goodness!


oh my goodness!

i just made this and OH MY GOODNESS!

ice cream made solely from frozen bananas. without an ice cream maker. for reals! and it really does look just like that amazing picture on the left i stole from the kitchn blog!

you just peel bananas, chop them, put them on a plate in a freezer for a few hours, then put them in a food processor. and OH MY GOODNESS it tastes so incredibly yummy, just like banana ice cream.

i'm sure elliott already knew about this, but it's a complete food revelation to me. you have to try it. it's simply incredible.

methinks it will be the perfect accompaniment to the chocolate chip cookies i made for dessert for a petit dinner party tonight we're hosting on toni's balcony :) happy tuesday ya'all!

22 May 2010

dearest pfaueninsel!

perhaps my favorite thing about berlin (aside from toni, naturlich) is the fact that it is SO SO verdant: the city is surrounded on all sides by gorgeous lakes and forest which you can get to in 30 minutes with the city's subway system. no extra train needed. truly amazing.

and so today, picnic in tow, toni and i ventured to peacock island, once the 18th - 19th century bucolic vacation spot for the prussian royal family, complete with marie-antoinette style dairy farm + a few fake ruined castles thrown in, now a glowing, glorious way to spend the day...

castles!

peacocks!

picnics! (please notice the jar of utah salt in the tomatoes. i'm quite certain i'm the first to introduce the salt of utah to pfaueninsel :)


GLOWING!

love.

19 May 2010

welcome to breakfast divinity


1. get a kilo of uber-fresh, yummy, pink rhubarb. chop it in 1-inch pieces and let it soak in 3/4 cup of sugar. melt a generous nub of butter in a pan. add the rhubarb/sugar, stirring occasionally for 15-20 minutes until it's all in a thick, liquidy goo. eat some immediately from the pan to assess the amazingness, then refrigerate in an airtight container (to further thicken).

2. meanwhile, crumble butter into flour and brown sugar (i used buckwheat flour for extra 'nuttiness' as food bloggers would say) (i also have to go to an asian market fah-away to actually get american-style brown sugar in berlin, which is actually from thailand) (naturally). toast it on a cookie sheet in the oven (i like mine almost burnt).

3. obtain the thickest, yummiest, plain yogurt possible.

4. the next morning, layer yogurt + rhubarb compote + crumble.

5. OH MY GOODNESS. no, seriously: OH MY GOODNESS.





*this is a recent picture is of me, frolicking in a field/train tracks in the middle of berlin, collecting flowers and dreaming of this breakfast...

**for further good measure, get a big bundle of mint leaves (1 euro at the turkish market!) and steep them in a tea pot for frische Pfefferminztee. OH MY GOODNESS again.

11 May 2010

oh if only this gray would stop!

since may sprung in berlin it's been non-stop GRAY GRAY GRAY. alas! even with the beauties of tulips and rhubarb and asparagus and all the SPRING-Y things we've been enjoying, the weather still seems to think it's february. cold and gray. LAME.

so - what do i do to quell my sadness over the non-existent spring? i think of summer of course! because heavens! what a summer it will be. let me share my excitement with ya'all...

as of june 15, toni and i will be in lusaka, zambia! yup! and from there, we spend 5 weeks making our way from friend to friend, country to country, in a full circular tour of southern africa, ending with a world cup match in south africa! ! ! ! could i be more thrilled? it's been two whole years since i've been in africa, and now i'm actually returning with toni! and just for fun - no work at all! how beautiful is that? UTTERLY BEAUTIFUL. please see photo below of cape town + new stadium if you needed further convincing:


and to cap it all off, we'll fly directly to zurich from johannesburg for 10 days with toni's cousins in the beauties of switzerland,

and to FURTHER cap it all off, i then head to the US for 2 weeks to meet mr. elliot and remind all the rest of my 15 beloved nieces and nephews that i still exist :) yay yay yay!

it sounds brilliant, no? and yes, i realize i'm spoiled rotten. (seriously.) (no, i mean seriously.) (can i count this as payoff from being thousands of miles away from everyone the other 10 months of year?)

ANYWAY - the big question remains: where will you be this summer? can we meet up somewhere along the way?

10 May 2010

oh! the tulip fields in berlin's britzer garten...


how much i love this german of mine... he's so so dreamy (especially when he takes me on long walks through tulip fields :)

09 May 2010

the perfect week for mothers!


happy mothers day to you all! what a perfect week to celebrate!

1. i love mom, and am so happy she'll be visiting me in 3 short weeks! it means the world to me that her and dad would come all the way to europe just to see me in berlin :) love you mom, i wouldn't be where i am or who i am without you.

2. welcome to the world, new sweet little elliot! :) steph, as a fourth-time mother, is one of the most beautiful ever. love you steph, i can't wait to hug elliot in july!

3. and to top it all off, one of my best best friends, dear brittany mae, is pregnant with her first! oh my goodness i'm so thrilled for her. she'll be the perfect mom i know it.

love to you all, and happy sunday!

xx.

01 May 2010

what a mad mad mad mad world!

the story of my saturday in berlin, this 1.mai.2010:

with toni protectively by my side (please remember that as you read the rest of this post), i spent the whole morning running from HOARDES of riot police with thousands of other berliners as we tried to create a blockade against the hundreds of nazis who were planning a march through the city as part of the may 1st socialist celebrations.

wait what? nazis? like legit nazis? yes. insanity, right? and wait - the police were chasing us through the city, impeding our every move with helicopter cover, firing tear gas and pepper spray (my first experience! hopefully not to be repeated!) at us for protesting against nazis of all things?

i admit the entire experience was utterly surreal from start to finish, and i relied heavily on toni to educate me on how in heavens name all of this could still be happening: nazi marches and protests and rallies and all sorts of madness. of course germany is a democracy, and even though any and all third reich symbolism is illegal in the country, there is free speech and thus the modern-day nazi party has every right to stage a march if they so choose. any sort of demonstration, particularly all those on may 1st which is the worldwide jour de demonstration, must be registered and approved by the city. so, anticipating the huge protest in response to a nazi march, police are shipped in from all over germany and help protect the nazis' right to free speech and assembly. so all of us were interfering, and this is why toni, me, and thousands of others spent nearly 3 full hours running somewhat chaotically through the morning streets of north berlin trying to create any sort of mass blockade along the nazi parade route - we couldn't remain in one location before storms of riot police (in full battle gear - SO SCARY) had blocked off the street before us, or began chasing and cornering us (yes, omg, by far the scariest part).

i mean what?! i seriously can't get over how surreal this whole chase was. please be assured that i really was perfectly safe - toni was the perfect companion, having navigated such anti-nazi protests before (one of our first "dates" in oxford was actually a - MUCH milder - protest against a Holocaust denier speaking at the university :).

but the experience made me realize how real and scary the potential is for societies to revert to their worst historical selves, when memory of atrocities diminish and the false allure of pride and power overwhelm. the blockade was eventually successful by the way - the nazis marched, but only for a few hundred metres: the police could no longer guarantee the nazis' safety because of the thousands of people in protest swarming around. so huzzah for that - as toni consistently tells me, it is so critical to stand up against such groups - to not hide behind the idea that it could all be innocuous. the road to auschwitz was paved with apathy - a famous statement by a Holocaust scholar that i find trite but true. so huzzah for the fact that thousands of berliners protested so virulently against these pathetic remnants of national socialism. i find it hard to believe germany would ever all completely cower to nazism's idiocy again, but still: it's all an incredibly important lesson on the critical nature of history and memory, in whatever context. no?

and with that, i leave you with a link of pictures from the blockades, though they do little justice to the experience, as they were mostly taken in the afternoon and all media try to focus on any and all police brutality (which i didn't personally see any of, besides the chasing and spraying of course). in this series of pictures, the blockade i was sitting at is the 5th picture (though this is just one corner of it: it spread through the huge lawn). and this video is super ridiculous (look there's something burning! let's film it!), but again, if you want some of an idea of what it was like...

oh this day! it was seriously one of the most mad i've known - i didn't even get into myfest or the other revolutionary marches and more riot polizei and you-get-the-idea from the afternoon/evening... while the rest of that is crazy and interesting, it doesn't resonate with the same importance as this clashes i witnessed this morning. i'm super grateful to have had the opportunity to be a part of it all. and really, i promise berlin isn't always like this, and that tomorrow all will be as safe and lovely as ever. can't wait for mom and dad to come visit! haha! no nazi rallies that weekend i promise :)