25 May 2010

oh my goodness!


oh my goodness!

i just made this and OH MY GOODNESS!

ice cream made solely from frozen bananas. without an ice cream maker. for reals! and it really does look just like that amazing picture on the left i stole from the kitchn blog!

you just peel bananas, chop them, put them on a plate in a freezer for a few hours, then put them in a food processor. and OH MY GOODNESS it tastes so incredibly yummy, just like banana ice cream.

i'm sure elliott already knew about this, but it's a complete food revelation to me. you have to try it. it's simply incredible.

methinks it will be the perfect accompaniment to the chocolate chip cookies i made for dessert for a petit dinner party tonight we're hosting on toni's balcony :) happy tuesday ya'all!

22 May 2010

dearest pfaueninsel!

perhaps my favorite thing about berlin (aside from toni, naturlich) is the fact that it is SO SO verdant: the city is surrounded on all sides by gorgeous lakes and forest which you can get to in 30 minutes with the city's subway system. no extra train needed. truly amazing.

and so today, picnic in tow, toni and i ventured to peacock island, once the 18th - 19th century bucolic vacation spot for the prussian royal family, complete with marie-antoinette style dairy farm + a few fake ruined castles thrown in, now a glowing, glorious way to spend the day...

castles!

peacocks!

picnics! (please notice the jar of utah salt in the tomatoes. i'm quite certain i'm the first to introduce the salt of utah to pfaueninsel :)


GLOWING!

love.

19 May 2010

welcome to breakfast divinity


1. get a kilo of uber-fresh, yummy, pink rhubarb. chop it in 1-inch pieces and let it soak in 3/4 cup of sugar. melt a generous nub of butter in a pan. add the rhubarb/sugar, stirring occasionally for 15-20 minutes until it's all in a thick, liquidy goo. eat some immediately from the pan to assess the amazingness, then refrigerate in an airtight container (to further thicken).

2. meanwhile, crumble butter into flour and brown sugar (i used buckwheat flour for extra 'nuttiness' as food bloggers would say) (i also have to go to an asian market fah-away to actually get american-style brown sugar in berlin, which is actually from thailand) (naturally). toast it on a cookie sheet in the oven (i like mine almost burnt).

3. obtain the thickest, yummiest, plain yogurt possible.

4. the next morning, layer yogurt + rhubarb compote + crumble.

5. OH MY GOODNESS. no, seriously: OH MY GOODNESS.





*this is a recent picture is of me, frolicking in a field/train tracks in the middle of berlin, collecting flowers and dreaming of this breakfast...

**for further good measure, get a big bundle of mint leaves (1 euro at the turkish market!) and steep them in a tea pot for frische Pfefferminztee. OH MY GOODNESS again.

11 May 2010

oh if only this gray would stop!

since may sprung in berlin it's been non-stop GRAY GRAY GRAY. alas! even with the beauties of tulips and rhubarb and asparagus and all the SPRING-Y things we've been enjoying, the weather still seems to think it's february. cold and gray. LAME.

so - what do i do to quell my sadness over the non-existent spring? i think of summer of course! because heavens! what a summer it will be. let me share my excitement with ya'all...

as of june 15, toni and i will be in lusaka, zambia! yup! and from there, we spend 5 weeks making our way from friend to friend, country to country, in a full circular tour of southern africa, ending with a world cup match in south africa! ! ! ! could i be more thrilled? it's been two whole years since i've been in africa, and now i'm actually returning with toni! and just for fun - no work at all! how beautiful is that? UTTERLY BEAUTIFUL. please see photo below of cape town + new stadium if you needed further convincing:


and to cap it all off, we'll fly directly to zurich from johannesburg for 10 days with toni's cousins in the beauties of switzerland,

and to FURTHER cap it all off, i then head to the US for 2 weeks to meet mr. elliot and remind all the rest of my 15 beloved nieces and nephews that i still exist :) yay yay yay!

it sounds brilliant, no? and yes, i realize i'm spoiled rotten. (seriously.) (no, i mean seriously.) (can i count this as payoff from being thousands of miles away from everyone the other 10 months of year?)

ANYWAY - the big question remains: where will you be this summer? can we meet up somewhere along the way?

10 May 2010

oh! the tulip fields in berlin's britzer garten...


how much i love this german of mine... he's so so dreamy (especially when he takes me on long walks through tulip fields :)

09 May 2010

the perfect week for mothers!


happy mothers day to you all! what a perfect week to celebrate!

1. i love mom, and am so happy she'll be visiting me in 3 short weeks! it means the world to me that her and dad would come all the way to europe just to see me in berlin :) love you mom, i wouldn't be where i am or who i am without you.

2. welcome to the world, new sweet little elliot! :) steph, as a fourth-time mother, is one of the most beautiful ever. love you steph, i can't wait to hug elliot in july!

3. and to top it all off, one of my best best friends, dear brittany mae, is pregnant with her first! oh my goodness i'm so thrilled for her. she'll be the perfect mom i know it.

love to you all, and happy sunday!

xx.

01 May 2010

what a mad mad mad mad world!

the story of my saturday in berlin, this 1.mai.2010:

with toni protectively by my side (please remember that as you read the rest of this post), i spent the whole morning running from HOARDES of riot police with thousands of other berliners as we tried to create a blockade against the hundreds of nazis who were planning a march through the city as part of the may 1st socialist celebrations.

wait what? nazis? like legit nazis? yes. insanity, right? and wait - the police were chasing us through the city, impeding our every move with helicopter cover, firing tear gas and pepper spray (my first experience! hopefully not to be repeated!) at us for protesting against nazis of all things?

i admit the entire experience was utterly surreal from start to finish, and i relied heavily on toni to educate me on how in heavens name all of this could still be happening: nazi marches and protests and rallies and all sorts of madness. of course germany is a democracy, and even though any and all third reich symbolism is illegal in the country, there is free speech and thus the modern-day nazi party has every right to stage a march if they so choose. any sort of demonstration, particularly all those on may 1st which is the worldwide jour de demonstration, must be registered and approved by the city. so, anticipating the huge protest in response to a nazi march, police are shipped in from all over germany and help protect the nazis' right to free speech and assembly. so all of us were interfering, and this is why toni, me, and thousands of others spent nearly 3 full hours running somewhat chaotically through the morning streets of north berlin trying to create any sort of mass blockade along the nazi parade route - we couldn't remain in one location before storms of riot police (in full battle gear - SO SCARY) had blocked off the street before us, or began chasing and cornering us (yes, omg, by far the scariest part).

i mean what?! i seriously can't get over how surreal this whole chase was. please be assured that i really was perfectly safe - toni was the perfect companion, having navigated such anti-nazi protests before (one of our first "dates" in oxford was actually a - MUCH milder - protest against a Holocaust denier speaking at the university :).

but the experience made me realize how real and scary the potential is for societies to revert to their worst historical selves, when memory of atrocities diminish and the false allure of pride and power overwhelm. the blockade was eventually successful by the way - the nazis marched, but only for a few hundred metres: the police could no longer guarantee the nazis' safety because of the thousands of people in protest swarming around. so huzzah for that - as toni consistently tells me, it is so critical to stand up against such groups - to not hide behind the idea that it could all be innocuous. the road to auschwitz was paved with apathy - a famous statement by a Holocaust scholar that i find trite but true. so huzzah for the fact that thousands of berliners protested so virulently against these pathetic remnants of national socialism. i find it hard to believe germany would ever all completely cower to nazism's idiocy again, but still: it's all an incredibly important lesson on the critical nature of history and memory, in whatever context. no?

and with that, i leave you with a link of pictures from the blockades, though they do little justice to the experience, as they were mostly taken in the afternoon and all media try to focus on any and all police brutality (which i didn't personally see any of, besides the chasing and spraying of course). in this series of pictures, the blockade i was sitting at is the 5th picture (though this is just one corner of it: it spread through the huge lawn). and this video is super ridiculous (look there's something burning! let's film it!), but again, if you want some of an idea of what it was like...

oh this day! it was seriously one of the most mad i've known - i didn't even get into myfest or the other revolutionary marches and more riot polizei and you-get-the-idea from the afternoon/evening... while the rest of that is crazy and interesting, it doesn't resonate with the same importance as this clashes i witnessed this morning. i'm super grateful to have had the opportunity to be a part of it all. and really, i promise berlin isn't always like this, and that tomorrow all will be as safe and lovely as ever. can't wait for mom and dad to come visit! haha! no nazi rallies that weekend i promise :)